I am ready for a change, more like, desperate for one. But its so difficult.
The rut might be boring but its very very comfortable and gives an illusion of stability.
Can I break myself out of it? Really do so?
I thought I did, but instead have I fallen in to just another facet of the same rut?
Hmm! Time should tell.
Jeez! there was a time, not so long ago, when I fought for this change, so why am I so not excited when its finally happening?
Is this the change I aspired for or am I running away? Would it be a waste of time or an exciting adventure?
New friends or loneliness? Learning experiences or regrets?
One year from now, I hope I look back at today and laugh at myself and say.. "See! how needlessly you worried".
The rut might be boring but its very very comfortable and gives an illusion of stability.
Can I break myself out of it? Really do so?
I thought I did, but instead have I fallen in to just another facet of the same rut?
Hmm! Time should tell.
Jeez! there was a time, not so long ago, when I fought for this change, so why am I so not excited when its finally happening?
Is this the change I aspired for or am I running away? Would it be a waste of time or an exciting adventure?
New friends or loneliness? Learning experiences or regrets?
One year from now, I hope I look back at today and laugh at myself and say.. "See! how needlessly you worried".
4 comments:
Wow! I see something really big brewing. Call me before you actually take that step :-)
@RS: hehehe. Nothing really big dear.Atleast nothing that you don't already know. Just me, confused as hell.
Changes are always good :) Go for it!
@Tamanna:- Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Long time no see. How are you? Thanks dear. I sure hope so
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