Wednesday, April 04, 2012

My confused mind

I am ready for a change, more like, desperate for one. But its so difficult.
The rut might be boring but its very very comfortable and gives an illusion of stability.
Can I break myself out of it? Really do so?
I thought I did, but instead have I fallen in to just another facet of the same rut?
Hmm! Time should tell.

Jeez! there was a time, not so long ago, when I fought for this change, so why am I so not excited when its finally happening?
Is this the change I aspired for or am I running away? Would it be a waste of time or an exciting adventure?
New friends or loneliness? Learning experiences or regrets?

One year from now, I hope I look back at today and laugh at myself and say.. "See! how needlessly you worried".


RS said...

Wow! I see something really big brewing. Call me before you actually take that step :-)

Sanjana said...

@RS: hehehe. Nothing really big dear.Atleast nothing that you don't already know. Just me, confused as hell.

Tamanna said...

Changes are always good :) Go for it!

Sanjana said...

@Tamanna:- Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Long time no see. How are you? Thanks dear. I sure hope so